how can i deal with my dysphoria? i really hate myself today
Im a transman and I’ve been on T for about 3 months. Anyway, when i meet one of my girlfriends friends or family or random people she introduces me as her “boygirl” friend instead of boyfriend. Which is inappropriate and outs me every damn time. Ive tried to talk to her but she doesn’t understand. She said i am a boygirl cuz i was born a girl…What do i do?
I identify as transmasculine genderqueer.
And I’ve been working with my therapist on options that I have for hormone therapy.
I want a “partial transition” as I think some people have called it.
I want a more masculine appearance. In my face, my body. A little bit more body hair. I want a lower voice, but not for it to drop. I guess you could say I want a more androgyny voice. I do want a more muscular appearance. I do not however want to grow a micropenis.
I was wondering if you had any suggestions?
About partial transitioning, different kinds of t, any resources, advice, passing tips, etc.?
Any tips on being a transguy in an all girls gym class? Locker rooms?
I was reading about the risks of getting top surgery in general, I found some things about infection, fluid build-up etc. But those seemed more like short term risks.
I couldn’t find a lot of information about long-term risks…? Like maybe increased chance of getting something else in the late future? Wondering if anyone had any ideas…